It would appear that by chance, the pattern of my posting is post once when I am reminded of this website, forget about it for months, then post again once I remember. SO lets keep with that pattern and slam out a post right now.
My life is basically a hot mess right now.
There are countless things going on, for some reason this year people decided that they want to befriend me. And I have mixed feelings about this. I have all these new guy friends and it kindaaaaaa weirds me out a little. As part of my nature, I constantly question the intentions of anybody who decides to start talking to me or hanging out with me, and that tends to bite me in the butt.
I have *counts* 11 new guy friends this year. Before this year, I had an outstanding 2 guy friends. So being the weirdo I am, I am instantly wondering why all these guys want to talk to me all of a sudden. Am I more friendly now? Are they realizing that I'm a nice person? Or are they all just getting tired of being single and hoping to get lucky with me since I'm forever alone?
It kinda drives me crazy to not know their intentions....
SO BASICALLY my theory is that every guy who has befriended me is hoping to gain something from our friendship. So I obviously have a severe trust issue, but I have no idea what made me like this. FOR EXAMPLE: One of my new guy friends is in the class I TA for, so my theory is that he's using our friendship to get a better grade; Another one of my guy friends likes my best friend, so i think he's using our friendship to get closer to her; One of them isn't that smart, so he's using me for the answers on homework; One of them doesn't have anybody else to talk to in class, so he's using me to stop from being bored in class; One of them is having girl trouble, so he's using me as "sloppy seconds"; One of them is friends with one of my friends, so he's forced to acknowledge my existance... And the list goes on. I literally have an excuse for every new guy friend I have... Which is a mental problem that I'll have to face at some point, but for now I'd rather not think about it.
OTHER THAN THAT. My life is peachy swell. Besides the grades stress, the fact that I'm getting fatter by the day, and the fact that I'm lonely 24/7. So anywho, I think I've rambled enough for one post....
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Isn't it funny how life works?
For example...
If you have a problem and you just leave it alone for a while, by the time you come back you somehow magically solve it. It works that way for relationships, homework, games... everything.
If you do something enough, you could come back to it a year later and still remember how to do it. Like riding a bike, or making a bracelet, or knitting a scarf. There are certain traits that will never leave your brain.
If you want something enough, and you are brave enough to work towards achieving that goal, you will eventually succeed.
And, if you keep telling yourself something enough times, you will eventually trick yourself into thinking it's true, even though in the back of your mind you know it is totally false.
I have had the honor (and the misfortune) of experiencing all of these "funny" things about life first-hand in the past month or so, and let me tell you life's comedic qualities don't feel so funny when they are occurring, but once the situation has passed you realize it really is quite peculiar the way things in our lives fit together. But in the end...
Everything works out.
If you have a problem and you just leave it alone for a while, by the time you come back you somehow magically solve it. It works that way for relationships, homework, games... everything.
If you do something enough, you could come back to it a year later and still remember how to do it. Like riding a bike, or making a bracelet, or knitting a scarf. There are certain traits that will never leave your brain.
If you want something enough, and you are brave enough to work towards achieving that goal, you will eventually succeed.
And, if you keep telling yourself something enough times, you will eventually trick yourself into thinking it's true, even though in the back of your mind you know it is totally false.
I have had the honor (and the misfortune) of experiencing all of these "funny" things about life first-hand in the past month or so, and let me tell you life's comedic qualities don't feel so funny when they are occurring, but once the situation has passed you realize it really is quite peculiar the way things in our lives fit together. But in the end...
Everything works out.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Well tis been a long time since I've posted...
But I should post something just to get a few updates thrown out there!
In regards to our T-rex cake which came to be named Rex the Dinosaur, he won first place in the cake decorating competition! And therefore it was an honor to have Rex in the library at school for like a week on display. I also won some neat-o cake decorating stuff for getting first place :)
In other news, I have a lot of tests this week so I am in way-stress mode, and I am freaking out almost every night... So that's some fun stuff...
Last weekend I went to Disneyland with Miss Chelsea for her birthday/a deaf event which was going on, that was wayyy fun even though it poured down rain on us (and we ended up looking like wet puppies everyday)
I did not go to Sadies, because A) I had no date, and I would've been too afraid to ask someone and B) Dances just aren't my styleee mannnnnnn. People are horrified the second they hear me say I don't plan on going to my senior prom, and they look at me like I just murdered somebody, but I really don't plan on going. I went to one dance and it was way lamesauce...
SOOOOO I'm out of random life fill-ins to spill out so I best be finishing up this post...
I want Taco Bell so bad right now
I also want a Chiweenie (a Chihuahua & Daschund mix) those things look absolutely darling, and I would love someone forever if they got me one ♥
AND I want sleep... So goodmorrow my little minions, and I shall try to post more often!
In regards to our T-rex cake which came to be named Rex the Dinosaur, he won first place in the cake decorating competition! And therefore it was an honor to have Rex in the library at school for like a week on display. I also won some neat-o cake decorating stuff for getting first place :)
In other news, I have a lot of tests this week so I am in way-stress mode, and I am freaking out almost every night... So that's some fun stuff...
Last weekend I went to Disneyland with Miss Chelsea for her birthday/a deaf event which was going on, that was wayyy fun even though it poured down rain on us (and we ended up looking like wet puppies everyday)
I did not go to Sadies, because A) I had no date, and I would've been too afraid to ask someone and B) Dances just aren't my styleee mannnnnnn. People are horrified the second they hear me say I don't plan on going to my senior prom, and they look at me like I just murdered somebody, but I really don't plan on going. I went to one dance and it was way lamesauce...
SOOOOO I'm out of random life fill-ins to spill out so I best be finishing up this post...
I want Taco Bell so bad right now
I also want a Chiweenie (a Chihuahua & Daschund mix) those things look absolutely darling, and I would love someone forever if they got me one ♥
AND I want sleep... So goodmorrow my little minions, and I shall try to post more often!
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
The Progress of The Dino and Other Ludicrous Drama
Yesterday in Cooking Class, I carved our lovely yellow cake into the shape of a Dinosaur
Today, I iced it in green frosting, so now he looks a lotttt like a Dinosaur, it's beautiful :)
BUT also today, one member of our team had a complete meltdown because he hates that he has to do dishes in our group, even though our reasoning for making him the dishwasher is completely justified. We gave him many many many chances to cook, but he is careless and just messes things up so it would appear that he is getting a group change after our cake decorating contest
BUT also today, one member of our team had a complete meltdown because he hates that he has to do dishes in our group, even though our reasoning for making him the dishwasher is completely justified. We gave him many many many chances to cook, but he is careless and just messes things up so it would appear that he is getting a group change after our cake decorating contest
That however is no skin off my nose, because I couldn't care less if he switchs out of our group because honestly, our group will function more efficiently with him GONE and with it just being the three of us girls, because we work well together :) SO fingers crossed that he switches groups.... SOOOOOON!
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Dear Seventeen Magazine,
Thank you for showing me the proper way to do a fishtail braid. My hair looks so cool like this and i like it :P I should definitely wear it like this to school ^_^
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
To Be Determined
Today, In cooking class we had to decide what we're going to do for our Cake Decorating Contest submission, and because my group is normal and rather boring, I had to be the one to throw out wild and cute ideas, so we decided that we're making.... *drumroll* A T-rex cake! Yay! It's gonna be so cute :D I can't wait... we had to name our cake and we couldn't think of anything, because the optional names for our dinosaur were horrific (some options were bob, shakespeare, fat legs... etc.) So I decided that our cake's name will be picked later, but we had to plan out every little detail, and I can't wait :D This is already a fun start to the new semester!
Monday, January 30, 2012
About Me
I suppose I should follow some traditional aspect about blogs and tell you a little bit about myself. I have no nifty and creative way of posting facts about me like 20 facts about myself or anything like that, because I simply wouldn't be able to think of that much stuff about me... SO lets get to the basics...
1. I love animals, and my dog is my favorite person in the whole wide world (yes I realize a dog isn't a "person" but I don't really care... she's as much of a person in my eyes as anybody else I know)
2. I am totally in love with baking, and I'm going to end up fattening everyone I know, because I bake stuff so often (I also want to become a pastry chef when I grow up♥)
3. I love my friends, they are the most important people I have in my life and I couldn't live without them, because they've all made me who I am and I absolutely love them for it
4. I love all food, except pickles... those disgust me more than anything in the world... and sadly I cannot eat spicy food without sweating like a fat man running a mile in the Sahara Desert
5. I have been told that I am OCD because I have very precise organization of different aspects of my life
6. I am absolutely obsessed with jewelry (I have 4 jewelry boxes that are jam packed with jewelry, but earrings are my favorite)
7. I have never had a boyfriend, and I've never even gotten close to having one :P
8. I am a self-proclaimed math nerd, but this fact has been confirmed by other people many many times
9. I am super silly and super random and crazy, but every time my friends and I hang out we are guaranteed to have the best time, and laugh our butts off at the stupidest and most random things
10. No matter how hard I try, I cannot make an angry or intimidating face on the spot (in fact, I can't make an angry or intimidating face if I really was angry or trying to intimidate someone) It is literally impossible for me to not smile in that situation.
I think 10 sounds like a nice even number to stop on, I'm running out of facts anyways... :) Goodnight Blogspot
P.S. I just remembered another one, but I'm not going to add it to the list up there because it would bother me to have a list of 11... So a random fact about me that seems to interest people is that I am 1/2 British and 1/2 Mexican :) My dad is British, My mother is Mexican, and I am a mix of both of them :D
1. I love animals, and my dog is my favorite person in the whole wide world (yes I realize a dog isn't a "person" but I don't really care... she's as much of a person in my eyes as anybody else I know)
2. I am totally in love with baking, and I'm going to end up fattening everyone I know, because I bake stuff so often (I also want to become a pastry chef when I grow up♥)
3. I love my friends, they are the most important people I have in my life and I couldn't live without them, because they've all made me who I am and I absolutely love them for it
4. I love all food, except pickles... those disgust me more than anything in the world... and sadly I cannot eat spicy food without sweating like a fat man running a mile in the Sahara Desert
5. I have been told that I am OCD because I have very precise organization of different aspects of my life
6. I am absolutely obsessed with jewelry (I have 4 jewelry boxes that are jam packed with jewelry, but earrings are my favorite)
7. I have never had a boyfriend, and I've never even gotten close to having one :P
8. I am a self-proclaimed math nerd, but this fact has been confirmed by other people many many times
9. I am super silly and super random and crazy, but every time my friends and I hang out we are guaranteed to have the best time, and laugh our butts off at the stupidest and most random things
10. No matter how hard I try, I cannot make an angry or intimidating face on the spot (in fact, I can't make an angry or intimidating face if I really was angry or trying to intimidate someone) It is literally impossible for me to not smile in that situation.
I think 10 sounds like a nice even number to stop on, I'm running out of facts anyways... :) Goodnight Blogspot
P.S. I just remembered another one, but I'm not going to add it to the list up there because it would bother me to have a list of 11... So a random fact about me that seems to interest people is that I am 1/2 British and 1/2 Mexican :) My dad is British, My mother is Mexican, and I am a mix of both of them :D
As a result of peer pressure...
I have reluctantly created this completely random and seemingly ludicrous blog. I have no clue what I'm going to post on here, but it will most likely be random photos of tasty food that I make and lots of posts relating to any complaints I have about my mundane and monotonous adolescent life. So I'm sure that sounds wildly exciting for you to read!
By the way... for some reason when I type I use really big and complicated words, that i would never use in real life when I speak to people, but I learned it from my Vocabulary book, so if you're reading this and thinking about how lame I am because I'm using "impressive verbiage" to try to sound smart... you're completely accurate in that hasty judgement :)
By the way... for some reason when I type I use really big and complicated words, that i would never use in real life when I speak to people, but I learned it from my Vocabulary book, so if you're reading this and thinking about how lame I am because I'm using "impressive verbiage" to try to sound smart... you're completely accurate in that hasty judgement :)
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